Here Comes a Feeling You Thought You'd Forgotten

I just realized I really don’t know who I am. Metaphorically speaking of course. And before I thought I had myself all figured out but now I really don’t know. Most kids don’t, ESP at fifteen but I thought I did. And I’m honestly ok with not knowing yet :)

itscatarina:

Before we got started…

Setting up…

In the process…

Almost done!

DONE!

And gone :(

Freak…

Merry Christmas everyone! (love Justin Bieber!)

There is no purpose for the title, its just a song im listening to. Ive been listening to many old songs :) they bring back memories huh? So i havent text blogged in a while, i think its time. But i have ten minutes till i have to leave haha. So i dont know how people do it but some people have natural conversing skills while im like shy and my head literally goes blank when i try to think of something to talk about with someone new that i meet and i wanna like talk to them or like something around those lines. Yeah….im also a shy person which is very hard to believe for some people *cough* *cough* ppl in my pe class :P I bet youre thinking, how the hell is she gonna make it in life right? so am i (: im not worried tho.

im currently listening to what dreams are made of from the lizzie mcguire movie so i might come off in a very cheesy way.

Its wintererererrr break! whooooppppp! i kinda sometimes with i was like a famous singer *sigh* tooo bad thatll never happen. And i hate admitting that cause the last thing i wanna be is famous haha not that ill ever be and even qualify to be. Also because all everyone ever wants to be is a singer, even actors wanna be singers so it kinda like bumms you out.  

i saved this as a draft anad am back……five hours later…listening to like its her birthday! hell.yeah.XD this reminds me of the sweet sixteen i wanna have which i most likely wont anymore, my “raveish but not quite blacklight party” will happen…just not for my sweet sixteen, even though i wanted it to b for my sweet sixteen…:,( whatevs. i dont hang on to sad things very long, i move on. I mean at least im having one :D hey im also watching the news…which is weird cause im so against it since thats all my parents ever watch, and the dont ask dont tell thing is repealled…WHOOP WHOOOPPP! im very supportive of gays and lesbians, they r equal to us and should be treated the same.

Now im trying to think of a topic to like write about cause i never really had a certain topic to talk about in this blog andive talekd about like five things but i like writing my thoughts out on blogs, mostly cause nobody reads them so its like free to anything i wanna say. ZOMG ive always wanted to b a mascot and at the begenning of the school and i badly wanted to try out, BUT i dont haveenough selfconfidence to do so. BUT i hae gotten so much stroger…and hopefully the strength wont deteriorate and will get better cause im planning to try out..NEXT YEAR…FORSHURE…..if i get chosen, one of the things on my bucketlist will be complete, it would make me happy..very very happpy cause im sure i can put up with the smell and sweat of it, RIGHT? i hopeso :)

i rele wanna party right now, like its her birthday is my weakness, it gets me like hyper and crazy. Lets save it for new years ever (: puh puh puh parrtyyyyy :)

There is no purpose for the title, its just a song im listening to. Ive been listening to many old songs :) they bring back memories huh? So i havent text blogged in a while, i think its time. But i have ten minutes till i have to leave haha. So i dont know how people do it but some people have natural conversing skills while im like shy and my head literally goes blank when i try to think of something to talk about with someone new that i meet and i wanna like talk to them or like something around those lines. Yeah….im also a shy person which is very hard to believe for some people *cough* *cough* ppl in my pe class :P I bet youre thinking, how the hell is she gonna make it in life right? so am i (: im not worried tho.

im currently listening to what dreams are made of from the lizzie mcguire movie so i might come off in a very cheesy way.

Its wintererererrr break! whooooppppp! i kinda sometimes with i was like a famous singer *sigh* tooo bad thatll never happen. And i hate admitting that cause the last thing i wanna be is famous haha not that ill ever be and even qualify to be. Also because all everyone ever wants to be is a singer, even actors wanna be singers so it kinda like bumms you out.  

i saved this as a draft anad am back……five hours later…listening to like its her birthday! hell.yeah.XD this reminds me of the sweet sixteen i wanna have which i most likely wont anymore, my “raveish but not quite blacklight party” will happen…just not for my sweet sixteen, even though i wanted it to b for my sweet sixteen…:,( whatevs. i dont hang on to sad things very long, i move on. I mean at least im having one :D hey im also watching the news…which is weird cause im so against it since thats all my parents ever watch, and the dont ask dont tell thing is repealled…WHOOP WHOOOPPP! im very supportive of gays and lesbians, they r equal to us and should be treated the same.

Now im trying to think of a topic to like write about cause i never really had a certain topic to talk about in this blog andive talekd about like five things but i like writing my thoughts out on blogs, mostly cause nobody reads them so its like free to anything i wanna say. ZOMG ive always wanted to b a mascot and at the begenning of the school and i badly wanted to try out, BUT i dont haveenough selfconfidence to do so. BUT i hae gotten so much stroger…and hopefully the strength wont deteriorate and will get better cause im planning to try out..NEXT YEAR…FORSHURE…..if i get chosen, one of the things on my bucketlist will be complete, it would make me happy..very very happpy cause im sure i can put up with the smell and sweat of it, RIGHT? i hopeso :)

i rele wanna party right now, like its her birthday is my weakness, it gets me like hyper and crazy. Lets save it for new years ever (: puh puh puh parrtyyyyy :)

ifancyher:

skills.